I don't like my life. I wish i had a normal family and i was in a nice normal school with nice normal classmates. I hate it when I think we're friends but we're actually not. I hate being abandoned. I hate trying to bond with new people cause it's just so damn hard. I miss my old friends and my old class so very much. I should have treasured the happy times together more. HC life is not say very bad but it is not say very good either. HBL seriously sucks and I'd rather go to school. And I don't care if this is a very incoherent post and that the english sucks or that no one understands what I'm saying cause that's how I'm feeling right now- messed up.